Line Theme : Riku &Miku

This second theme of mine is now available on Line Market XD

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Marina The Mermaid

Hiiiiii!!!

This time i've been officially being a line creator (market) lol.

Marina The Mermaid is on the sale!! This is not only my first theme i've uploaded on line creator market but also my first digital arts i've made using a drawing tablet. Yeay!

I wish more of you like it and of course download it to your Line Themes Collection.

The feeling of making something that people may like it or even use it is really awesome. It makes me want to produce some more. I love drawing. Yeay! Thanks to Line Creator Market. I love you too <3

You can review this theme below through comment box. I'd really appreciate it. Thank you :)

What to do with Loneliness

Loneliness is something that will follow the living till their end. Loneliness is like the dark side of the living that can be the reason to do what we're doing. For some introvert people loneliness is the nightmare that happen not only in their dreams but also their reality. Loneliness become their company whether they want it or not. Now, psychologists and experts often talk about this what they call a kind of psychological condition. According to Wikipedia,

Loneliness is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional response to isolation or lack of companionship. Loneliness typically includes anxious feelings about a lack of connection or communication with other beings, both in the present and extending into the future. As such, loneliness can be felt even when surrounded by other people. The causes of loneliness are varied and include social, mental, emotional or even physical factors.

But according to my view, Loneliness is some fear that will block all the possibility to be happy. In some positive way of thinking, loneliness can make people keep in touch with each other, being open, and come closer. And in other hand, there are also people who think that loneliness is the worst thing of all so the choose to leave their life. As the one who face loneliness everyday, i should have found a way to fight it. I do, some times, when i'm lucky enough to find a reason not to be lonely.

I think the best way to get away from our loneliness is to ask to our self, "why?"

Why exactly that we're feeling so lonely all this time? Then the answers will come like a waterfall along with the memories we have.

• I'm afraid to be rejected
• I don't have enough courage to face people
• I think i'm worse than other people
• No body could understand me
• I think we don't have similarity
• I think i'm different
• I'm too busy to socialize
• I'm better than all those people so why should i go with them?

So, is there at least one that match your reason?

Then please re-think of it. Is that reason just an excuse? Don't you think that your memories have tricked you? Are you sure that you don't have good memories with someone? Maybe you just forget how not to be lonely. Try to re-remember and step out of your small room and find a bigger one. Just a little hope is enough. Feed it with reasons why you don't have to be lonely. There are billions people on earth. There are billions difference personalities. And there are billions possibilities to meet a new friend, a new love, and a new life. You may need a courage to face it all. And when you already found it, you may need more than a courage to keep it, to protect it, to never let it go, and to let go when it has to be. So, i think life is busier that we thought... I guess there's no time to hesitate... We need to live and we deserve to be happy.

Dimash Kudaibergen - Димаш Құдайберген

Well, recently i accidentally watched his video on Youtube when he was performing in some China's TV Program and i was completely amazed with his performance. So, here's a little biography of this amazing singer.

Dimash Kudaibergen is an amazing singer with amazingly unique and amazingly great range of voice. He was born in 24 May 1994 in Aktobe, Kazakhstan. It's also known that he is the son of Honoured Artist in Kazakhstan, Kanat and Svetlana Aitbayev. When he was studying in National Art University (2015) he joined Slavonic Bazaar on Vitebsk and on his first performance he got 89 out of 90 points for singing the song Blizzard by Christina Orbakaite then 86 points for singing Grégory Lemarchal’s SOS d'un Terrien en Détresse. And finally at the end of the contest he won the grand prize plus $20,000.

Due to his achievements and performances there has been rumors and speculations that he may represent Kazakhstan at Eurovision if Khabar TV joined the EBU this year. It is said that some local artists and celebs also thought that he would be the ideal candidate since they have seen his performance in the contest and his winning have already prove that he have quality for representing Kazakhstan. However, according to Wikipedia, Kazakhstan was not on the official participation list which is released by the EBU on 31 October 2016.

Apparently, this year Dimash stepped out of his birth country and start his debut in China by joining Hunan Television's Singer 2017. The program have been already aired since 21 January and will end in 22 April 2017.

I assure you that his performances on the program is really stunning. His lungs ability is really amazing not to mention his major soul and style of singing. He hypnotized all the audiences and made me trembling and amazed. It was really spectacular. I love when he sang Opera 2. Here's some video i found on youtube.

Isn't he amazing and mesmerazing??

Lol >///<

The Magic of Love

Good evening for all good readers,

It's been a while since my last post. Tonight i want to share about this magical thing called love. Just recently a friend of mine held a wedding party. It's really mysterious to know how the love can find us. Many of my friends have gotten married already... seems like love found them so quickly. Well, i'm not counted. I wonder if i already forget how to accept love.

So, what's so magical of love besides you will never know when it comes to you? It can change you. Your mind, your heart, your feeling, even your body. Love works in indescribable ways. Some scientists, psychologists, professors, or any of related experts may have some theories about how the hormone of love affected our brain and such but can we really put it into an acceptable essay?

The truth is love is so complicated yet so simple. How can that be? Love can make a weak man become stronger and vise versa. Love can make us see what we couldn't see, hear what we couldn't hear, and do what we've never done before. Some article even said that love can bring a dead mom come to life

Then, when someday love come to you just remember that love not comes everyday, for some people love even comes once in a life time. You might not realize it at first but that's okay because love always finds it's way. You may also ignore it due to fear of unrequited love or not confident enough to fight for it. Well, if you ever encounter such situation you must remember that love is more that worth it to fight for and you should never ashamed of love. And there are also conditions when you can't have the one you love, that's also okay because you still carry your love on for that one. Though it may be too painful but once you throw away that feeling you'll become empty. #yeah, i know how that feel

Can love turn into hate? I guess, it's true when you have some unrequited love it may arouse hatred. But ask your self, can you really hate him/her? No, you still love him/her that's why you have your anger and pain. But there's a possibility you may love somebody else.

I believe love exist to bring happiness to begin with. Only a cowardly action can turn it into sadness.  

There are several opinions about good love and bad love. Although, I think we can not judge love whether it's good or not. We can only judge whether our actions to love is right or wrong. Since love is so special we also need to be more and more careful to treat it. True love can be earned only by honorable ways.

By the way, when i talk about love, there is something that comes to my mind. A marriage.

Marriage is an upper stage of love. I'm one of the people who believe that we should not do things like most of couples do nowadays before they are married. If you ask me why? The answer is because a marriage is like a line of what a true couple can do and what they should not do. Marriage not only makes a couple relationship acceptable legally but also it's like an unseen bound between the couple. In my point of view, if a couple do something like kissing or even sex before their marriage then why should they be bothered to have a marriage at the first place.

There is someone who asked me "But then how do we know that he/she love us when we don't kiss or have sex?" The answer is.. of course it's a marriage. Will you marry someone who does not love you? Will you want to bound with loveless? Everyone knows that a marriage is a holy promise between two people who only be bounded with love. We should not play with it. "But then how if after a marriage i found that she/he doesn't love me?" Well, even a couple who love each other can divorce. But i guess we should start a marriage with trust, shouldn't we? If we can't trust our love then why we force our self to be married? We marry not to have fun but to have responsibility.

For those who have different point of view of mind, i have no mean to offend you. It's just i have my own opinion of this matter.

Okay, and finally for the closing i just want to say that 

"Love is when you can accept all the weaknesses and see it equally as the advantages. And the most important thing is that you should not play with love or it will crush you. Love like a spell. It can be a great luck or a even a curse whether how you earn it. Just be careful with it... and karma."

Thank you for reading this, and have a good night ^^

Review : Snowden Movie 2016

Source Here

After i watch this movie i realize some things. Oh and my vote to this movie i 9 with umm.. put aside the sex and kissing scenes. And my review about this movie is not about the actors or the real hacker and his life but about his decisions and how it can impact us, especially me.

So, I think that what is the main point in this story is some act to do the things that you think it's right. I've been heard rumors about these breaking privacy program, how some people can watch you through your cellphones, cameras, email... social media, no doubt, since years ago. Well, what do you think about that? I think, it's kind of creepy to know that some people is spying us through our devices illegally. Only God can see what other people must not see.

Though, we all should know that the program is just a media. Human is always being the executor. No human is perfect. Even a genius one can make more troubles to fix. We talked about the scale. If ordinary people make some ordinary mistakes, then can you imagine what happen if some special, talented, gifted, intelligent, rich, and powerful people do some mistakes???

Well, everyone must have done some mistakes. We can't avoid it, that's what makes us more human. Including this Snowden. He knew that. He run his program. He made more super program. He stressed. He's sick. He realize it was wrong. He left. And finally he tried to fix it by leaking it. At least he started and tried to fix his life. He keep moving. That's what makes a difference.

A good job not always about good salary, though it absolutely count and important, or in a huge company but where you can find yourself fit in. And we will never ever know where is that except we step outside and find it ourselves. I know i should tell this to the person in front of the mirror because i feel like my time has been stopping for few years.

And i've been thinking to answer some interview whether it's a job interview or school interview we sometimes too much depending on other people answer because it sounds good for our CV but we also must know that everyone have a different and unique stories. We need to remember who we are, what we've done. how we get here today. So we can find our own answer. Whether it's good or a bad answer for those who listen it will determine whether we can fit in or not.

I really want to tell my self that you don't have to be afraid of people who can not accept you, you should be more afraid of you can not accept your self. Because it means that you've lost your identity. Your unique variable. I know we can't help it sometimes when we can't stop thinking what people have in mind about us. But when we think more further, then what? Why we should get a bother with something that isn't real. Their mind is their fantasy. We, our mind have our own fantasy and we have had enough nightmares already. So, keep away those thoughts and keep moving on. Whatever obstacles come in our way just keep going. That's the only way to survive.

In the end i always feel so amazed to how a great movie can change our point of view, our path, and our future. At first i don't really understand or even really care about him i don't seem to be care with other country problem but after seeing this movie i get the whole figure of what had happened.

I know we should not believe the whole scenes but i know what is the big line and now i can image what is like to leak some classified information. Lol. It's cool but far beyond what i can do.

Source Here

Anyway, i just wish that the real Snowden can have a blessed life in Russia and a blessed New Year.

Thanks for reading. And sorry if it's not fit the concept of the title.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!