The Gloomy

After through every nightmare experience about life. . One life would be stronger. . Stronger to hate every existence close to her. Always being afraid if it might be happened again.

She cries without a sound every sadness she goes through.

She waves to anybody in the shadows to get a hope of a little sunshine

She scream in silence when no body even want to get close to this gloomy existence.

Now i don't want to pity my self again. Don't wanna afraid of left behind. Don't wanna stay in this darkest side forever.

I don't need hope of a prince's salvation

So far i do this alone

So far i fight this war alone

Why do i still dreaming of fairly tale?

Now, the sun bright from the east. I do what i need to do. I fight what i need to accomplish. Then i'll rest my mind for a while to see if i could reach the cloud above and make it my move to be one of the stars that shines so bright every night and day. Never lose faith. More bright and bright till the end of it's life.